Trial And Error

Instant heart attack, but I gotta maintain my focus and my vision.
I kinda thought you were the one sighted in my vision.
I will never blame you for actions because they were given to me in a caution sign.
But you grew like a tumor but you were benign.
I thought it was something special , I laugh at my thoughts.
But its just another lesson thats been taught.
Hold on to your feelings, save them for the right one.
Hold your hourses and pump ya breaks, dont jump the gun.
Lesson taught to me many times, on different occasion.
So i guess I will continue to stand at the crossroads.
Standing there lookin like a lost soul, death of the mind mode.
Speechless, heartless, cold man inside.
Im glad of my thicker frame , but at times makes me boil up , until steam is streaming out.
Had my heart scorned by myselfish ways.
So I stay closed mouth.
And i will not slander or humiliate your name ...
Because its part of the life , as some say it part of the game...
You read my poems and please I ask no comments.
I will let your name be a mystery as you would say "Anonymous"...